never too old for imaginary friends

“she’s making a music video.” - little brother

“no i’m not, adam.” - me

“we should get her a stage.” - little brother

“You can always rely on unreliable people to be unreliable.”

turns out~ i don’t have to do the dance alone. and we are using my song. thank you God. i’m really kind of excited about it. but after working on it for two hours, everything hurts. hooray old lady body! 

one way to break a fear of failure?

choreograph and perform a dance for a final. by yourself. in front of your entire class. when you have no dance background. and you know nothing. yes. 

pray for me

i really like being alone. no-one really understands that; considering i come from a family of ten, including my parents. but in my opinion, that just justifies it.

after writing that ridiculous paper i just want to sit down, watch a movie, and cuddle. thaaat’s not gonna happen.

hello fellow bloggers, 

to those of you who may have some odd interest (which may be considered creepy and a waste of time) in anything personal about me, my life, and my unprofessional, “odd” writing style -

lots have happened in the last few days, since i posted last… it’s been a semi-emotional weekend but in the end, i’m really happy. it’s just been good. the best part being my niece wants to name her first sibling (due sometime this upcoming winter) Chex. i think it’s brilliant. i for one, am definitely going to call it Chex.

: )

{insert friendly departure and wish for a good something or other which i cannot decide on -here-}

i’m really really liking dance lately. i’m not the shy quiet girl that’s always in the corner anymore. i’m talking control and making a place for myself. i’m letting me come out. i’m comfortable. i look forward to class everyday. i’m happy : ) and even though i don’t do everything perfect, i’m practicing and making progress. i’m trying hard. and having fun.

hoooooray :)

I’ve never in my life experienced two 60 year old men talking about face lifts and cosmetics. until today.

can i just have one day where i don’t have to go anywhere? please?

“Come now, let us reason together, says the Lord: though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.” - Isaiah 1:18

when life gets confusing and you aren’t sure what to do. and there are men in construction hats in your yard.